Not much...

Since everyone's updating, even PMR students, maybe its time I update too.. XP

Recently this stupid tarantula appeared when I was using my dad's laptop in my room playing some songs with my guitar, I moved it to my room for the moment cuz it was just too hot to use it outside.. And suddenly this stupid tarantula appeared and crawled so fast that I jumped to my feet, on the bed. It was freaking scary.. lol..

K la I admit then, Tarantulas are one of my fears. I even wonder why they exist.. lol.. I was so freaked out till the bulu(s) on my legs stood up.. XP and all of the suddenly a cat meowed and I was so shocked, I jumped up, thought the spider suddenly appeared(cuz it went behind my bed.. lol) then after spraying shieldtox here and there, and acting like Lord of the rings with my flute as a sword and tissue box as a shield, it appeared again..

Note, shieldtox doesn't work on araignids.. =.=".. then after luring it to the corner, I smashed it(finally) with a tissue box. Then I rejoiced and went to sleep.. XP I woke up early and couldn't recall that I got tuition 10am.. So tiring..

One topic I couldn't agree more with Jo Ng is the topic of chain letters and stupid friendster names people make for themselves... Who these people think they are ar? Bomoh ar.. =.=".. and about the names.. Don't you guys have better names to put.. like err hmm.. I dunno.. Your REAL name maybe? XP Rather than putting dunno what -lonely- la, SmiLe, Bleeding heartz(uh huh.. =.="..) , Mui Mui(no comments.. =.="..) and even worse.. Who puts their friendster name as Managing? SWT...

I finally discovered that French people really do pronounce "the" as "ze" lol... It happened when one of my friends was asked to read for this literature evaluation thing.. And all the way, she pronounced "ze" instead of "the".. haha.. and I didn't know "bulbs" is pronounced as "boobs" LOL... According to my french-thai friend during literature today.. XD

Laos people on the other hand.. They have problem controlling the sounds "s"... Like err.. I once told someone the translation of a word. It was "pulut" la.. you know that sticky rice they put in bamboo in Malaysia? ahha.. yea that.. and the guy was like "pulus pulus".. =.="...

Interesting topic!

Adapting to the new nation of the WORLD..

Now this topic just burst into my mind one day as I was thinking. Being in a completely, and I really mean in aCOMPLETELY new world is so hard to adapt to. Maybe its the few companions that I have at school or even in Laos, or the different clothes I wear to school, or maybe its even the stupid freaking bugs in house.. =.=" Whatever it is, I think the first thing my heart wants to do the moment I reach Malaysia and step on Malaysia's ground is to kiss the floor....Oh Tanah Airku!!~ XD

But I wouldn't do that of course.. lol.. People would think I'm some kind of outcast who's been out in the sea for way too long. But I seriously miss it there.. Aih.. so diff la here.. My crapiness level has went down to 80% since I left Saujana..

Life in Laos.

-I don't have much buddies as much as I have back there in Malaysia.
-I don't even use any manglish word anymore.. >< {ex: "aiyo, you stupid kah?"}
-I don't crap as much as I do back there in KL.
-I don't have a good internet connection like I have back there.. XD-I don't have an experienced and merciful english teacher like En. Saravanan to teach me in class anymore.. XP
-I don't have friends who I trust to tell secrets here.
-I wasn't as busy I was in KL (ex. follow-ups, coaching)
-I don't stay in a condo anymore.. sigh... no more swimming pool.. XP
-Theres no more Chiak Fan or Nasi Campur or rice mix.. XD
-Theres no more like "Its the weekend! time to prepare for youth and sunday service! whee!!~" its more like "oh crap.. music class, tuition.. greattttt.... *sarcasm*"
-Youth service is not as it is in KL anymore.. No more jumping, not much clapping, bowing, kneeling, whoo-ing..
-No more GSC cinemas and lovely caremel popcorn.
-No more astro.. T-T
-No more ice kacang-No more Kuchai Lama food court spree.. =.="..
-No more school uniforms and identity in school..
-No more half day of schooling or choir competition.
.-No more cell groups.
-No more Mid Valley... ><
-No more CC.. XD
-No more wacky youth games.. T-T
-No more Negaraku or bacaan ikrar.. LOL
-No more CFs... yet.
.-No more school jokers to make school lifely with their Malaysian accent..
-No more after school mamak or CC
-No more Nov & Dec holiday.. Sigh...
-No more freedom religion
-No more Bah Kut Teh.. XD
-No more lala zhai's kena beaten up by discipline teachers... lol
-No more Paramjit's complaining (miss that.. XD)
-No more people protesting against governement's plan for Seri Petaling highway.. LOL
-No more ikir Barat(or whatever they call it).. XD
-No more nasi lemak.. T-T
-No more crazy fellas shouting to promote their highly branded oranges in pasar malam.. XP
-Heck, theres not even pasar malam here..
-No more proper Tau Foo Fa.. XD Guess what.. these people here put ginger in their tau foo fa.. XD
-No more proper haircuts.. swt...
-I don't get much smses like I get in KL anymore.. =.="...
-No more cozy bedrooms to sleep in with thick blanket.. XP
-No more PlanetShaker concerts.. =.="..
-No more ice-skating..
-No more Sunway Lagoon..
-No more Ramli Burger.. lol
-No more beautiful night sightings of KLCC and KL tower... =.=".. I miss KL City Life...


{And more... so MUCH more.. lol... I could tell you slowly all of them but I got things to prepare}
Life in Malaysia.


Well actually they're all the opposite of what I mentioned in Laos.. lol.. Well.. Life seemed to be way better in Malaysia.. Way WAY better... XP And the visit Malaysia year poster and advertisement makes my desperation to go back there worst.. lol.. But make no mistake, some things changed to the better when I came to Laos, not much, but its meaningful at least.. haha.. like my relationship with my family I guess..

Well guys.. I would need tons of your prayers! Hopefull I can get my butt out of French school and find at least an english school to blend in.. That itself would be paradise(for a month) for me.. XD

But I believe that this is the cost that I must pay to follow Christ.. I just feel it.. Everything happens for a reason.. Don't you believe so too?

New background

Referred to what I wrote in my xanga and this new chatterbox here, some people *ahem* Vince has been nagging all day with his "superior" blogging skills and being sucha know-it-all, as you can see.. XP if you look at the first message down there in the chatterbox, you'll see that Laureen is commenting on how empty it is.. she was referring to the previous background I uploaded for this site.. but anyway..

The blogspot name I chose for this site is born2mad, and it actually stands for born 2 m=make a d=difference.. Its not that I failed english or anything k.. hahaha... I'll try to make it more not empty.. but tell me what I can put k..

Hmm...

I need some time to decorate this place up.. haha