Update~!

Home alone...

My parents recently left for KL last sunday, leaving me and my siblings at home with my uncle and aunt... It was a pretty different experience.. It seems like suddenly I'm in a completely different family environment.. But its a good thing I get to contact my dad via his Lao mobile nowadays.. and they'll be back tmr! Its kinda uncomfortable tho, cuz the time they left, I suffered the rash!(which turned out to be flea bites.. =.="... So painful at times) But it gives me the feeling they trust me enough that I could take care of my siblings.. Wahaha..

Thats enuf for now I guess, I can't think much cuz I'm blogging amidst my classmates in ICT period.. XP

Till then!

Two things that bothers me much..

Ahh, its good to be able to blog again(about something that is.. haha)

Just yesterday, I was awaken by a terrible pain of rashes 4a.m in the morning! No idea why suddenly rashes started to appear all over my body.. And it irritates me like mad cuz it made me stay up till 6am! Which was when I just couldn't take it anymore and went straight to the showers and prepare for school.. And it still hurts even until now.. Argghhhh!

However, another thing which I confronted this past week was something my friend posted up in her blog, something about false prophets.. To be honest, I've never confronted someone who actually "claimed" to be the "Messiah".. So it was kind of a surprise when I read her entry regarding that.. Then she came up with a kind of complex question, which was, why ppl choose to follow those false prophets anyway when all the time they've been reading The Bible, it says "beware of false prophets", why is it that they want to take the chance of taking the one-way ticket to hell. What's more interesting was that, not only do ppl follow, the attendance of that Church increases each day!

Which was what led me to the parable about the seeds... Not because they were planted there, its because they chose to be planted there.. And also, I recalled what Jesus' said "unless you know what I'm made of, You'll never see the kingdom of Heaven". Simple enough, that was all that was needed to do, know who Jesus really is!

{Still no internet connection! XD}

After a long while..

Pondering Stream: Malaysia finally enters the space arena.. I wonder how long we'll last.. XP

School's been pretty tough in terms of language so far, first time ever I've been given an assignment to write a 500 words long essay(Not that I can't do it, just that no one ever told me to do it.. haha!) on the future, but in a team, so yesterday I went to my friend's house to do our assignment along with three other classmates and we all planned on what to do and started oin our work, but before that, we had a race to see who can type the fastest and the fastest would have to type the essay... Pretty easy job, I thought to myself, but after carefully planning on what to write, my enthusiasm turned to what I call boredom-ism.. While the rest sang karaoke after they've down writing down and giving me the papers of their essay for me to write, I was busy typing and carefully making sure the essay was super.. Haha... Man, I shouldn't have typed so fast in the race in the first place! XP

Other than that, school is really fun and interesting, got to really improve my english alot, now I notice that I seldom use "lah" and "aiyo" XP I wonder how different it'll be when I speak to my friends in Malaysia if this continues... Haha..

What I learnt in youth that day really somehow revived my conscious.. I just found out that I somehow like to just take everything in my bare hands.. What I haven't realize for a while now was that I had to rely on God, no matter how small or big the problem is, it doesn't change the fact that God is still the Alpha and Omega and He knows best, and who am I to make decisions that I don't even know what the consequences are? Especially when you're in Laos and officials are everywhere to hunt you down.. XP I was quite glad to hear that they are actually opening up lil' by lil' to the gospel.. Hallelujah! XP

One mistake God simply pointed out to me was that I take things for granted too much.. What I failed to see was God's will for that particular "small" thing... This is it, no more looking down at things, gotta focus more on what God wants me to do about that, rather than look from the sideline and complain about it... Praise God for showing me my mistakes.. Can't imagine what I'll be without Him pointing out my mistakes!

The truth does really set YOU free.. Haha.. God Bless!

Update

Woohhh... Its been a long time since I update... I couldn't really update much nowadays cuz still no internet..

On my birthday however.. Things were abit different this year, with me being here in Laos.. But this year, my classmates bought a cake and we ate it during recess! haha.. that was one of the most surprising thing my friends ever done for me.. But other than that, I received alot of wishes and also one really encouraging message from Jo Ng.. Haha.. That itself its such a gift..

In a country where I just can't find the spiritual nourishment that I need, I just learn to trust on God's strenght and stand still and wait for Him... The incredible thing is that I can rely simply on God's strenght as I carry out each day's work... I know He'll make a way..

Well I think thats all for now.. XP Keep praying for me guys...

God Bless!
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