Mundane modern-civilisation needed! XP

What I still can't get off my mind is the years left till I finally leave this wrec- err I mean this.... Country.. XP Having not much modern place to hang out is bad enuf, till there comes a time when internet dissapeared from my house without warning.. T-T".. And now I'm spending my holidays away from the comfort of internet to comminucate with my friends back there in Malaysia.. XP

So sorry people if I didn't reply your msg and stuff like that.. My internet hours are sadly, limited.. T-T I have to earn it but thanks to my mum's mercy, I got to use the internet without using my well earned RM 1.50.. LOL.. Don't cry for me Malaysia! XP

But however... One thing I'm so thankful of is the presence of God just being wherever I go.. I just can't live without that living water that comes from God alone... Everytime when I'm just worned out, theres always a way God will refresh me.. Well... I gotta end here.. time's run out.. =.="... Jo Ng ar.. save me.. XD

The will to change

Man... Must it get so hot here everyday.. XD

There are just some things in Laos which makes me desire to rather spend my holidays somewhere else.. Malaysia would be most recommended! Oh pls take me back to KL once more before school starts! XP the bad thing is, if I won't be going anywhere till school's starting, I'll be rotting my body away for the rest of the holiday at home.. T-T *recalls the chorus of a song that goes: "Don't cry for me Argentina" and Ben's mind happily twitches the word "Argentina" to "Malaysia"*

But recently, this book that I read really took my thoughts towards things to a whole new level. I actually learn to prioritize the important things and discipline myself further to push myself to do things I would thought of as "rare habits". I just decide to change my devotion time to instead of doing it in the night, when my brain is all tired and unable to concentrate much, I decide to take a step to do it at 5 in the morning(which is 6am for you guys back in KL).. Call me crazy, but I'm thinking of it as a boot camp, since I'm on vacation..

Might as well make the best out of my time and do something that can help me grow this seed that God has implanted in my life. I also decide to put more effort to schedulise my time doing stuff and make sure I dun get carried away.. Like even tho its the holidays, I have to make myself to get some sleep early and not past 10pm.. Why? Cuz this acne's are irritating me.. XP Haha! No la, not only that but I have to get enough sleep so that I could focus more when it comes to my 5a.m devotion.. and was it worth it? Well yea, I could say that its worth every effort cuz by the look of things, I can start my day off with a fresh new start with God's spirit shaking things up inside of me and my notes seem to be longer than usual.. hahaha.. and I just slowly begin to see everything with God in it.. Its worth it..

And I gotta take exercising seriously too.. lol.. need to lose this flabs and make some packs.. XP I look fit, but no packs.. lol.. But these decisions that I made, I just commit them all to God, I just know that He'll help me true and prepare for me what I need as I continue to abide in Him.. and I'm just praying that they'll be positive results and I'll be able to extend my potential to be fruitful to the max.. these books really helps! Haha.. Well its titled "Be all that you can be" by John C. Maxwell.. and also for those who are in leadership field, theres a book I got from the same author which is "Leadership 101".. It really helps.. and I should've bought it from the beginning.. Haha.. What a waste..

Well guys.. I'll end it here.. I need your prayers! Laos needs your prayers! Thanks guys.. I really hope to meet you guys again!

The "MAD" in the blog link does not refer to the word by itself, nor is it also because he couldn't think of a better blog link, mind you! lol! It's an acronym that stands for - Making A Difference. Meet Ben. Currently studying hospitality but has a heart for a dream, a vision and a destiny. An Entrepreneur in the making. Born in the year 1991, 27th September. Loves cats, NOT!! Dares to dream because he believes in a God through whom all things are possible. Stops at nothing to see his dreams come to pass. Lives an abundant, blessed and favored life because of his heart for God and His people. Attending His Sanctuary of Glory (HSG), a dynamic, vibrant and passionate Church who dares to live their dreams. A leader, an encourager and a friend. Has a sweet tooth and a CRAZE for desserts! NOT fat.

And believes that if God's for him, who then can be against him? With that, he takes on the world.


Of genes and DNAs

Breaking news: I got white hairs(notice the "s"? Yea.. Plural.. XD)! So annoying, just wanna burn them! XP I actually asked my mum how to get rid of it, then the most(sort of) insignificant answer came up.. "How to get rid of it? You got it cuz dad's side of the family all got it"

ToT"... How can this happen to me? XP curse those genes! All their fault.. XD

How boring can it get over here... I can't even work part-time to earn money.. So that means no more trips to KL during this hols.. T-T"..
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