The will to change

Man... Must it get so hot here everyday.. XD

There are just some things in Laos which makes me desire to rather spend my holidays somewhere else.. Malaysia would be most recommended! Oh pls take me back to KL once more before school starts! XP the bad thing is, if I won't be going anywhere till school's starting, I'll be rotting my body away for the rest of the holiday at home.. T-T *recalls the chorus of a song that goes: "Don't cry for me Argentina" and Ben's mind happily twitches the word "Argentina" to "Malaysia"*

But recently, this book that I read really took my thoughts towards things to a whole new level. I actually learn to prioritize the important things and discipline myself further to push myself to do things I would thought of as "rare habits". I just decide to change my devotion time to instead of doing it in the night, when my brain is all tired and unable to concentrate much, I decide to take a step to do it at 5 in the morning(which is 6am for you guys back in KL).. Call me crazy, but I'm thinking of it as a boot camp, since I'm on vacation..

Might as well make the best out of my time and do something that can help me grow this seed that God has implanted in my life. I also decide to put more effort to schedulise my time doing stuff and make sure I dun get carried away.. Like even tho its the holidays, I have to make myself to get some sleep early and not past 10pm.. Why? Cuz this acne's are irritating me.. XP Haha! No la, not only that but I have to get enough sleep so that I could focus more when it comes to my 5a.m devotion.. and was it worth it? Well yea, I could say that its worth every effort cuz by the look of things, I can start my day off with a fresh new start with God's spirit shaking things up inside of me and my notes seem to be longer than usual.. hahaha.. and I just slowly begin to see everything with God in it.. Its worth it..

And I gotta take exercising seriously too.. lol.. need to lose this flabs and make some packs.. XP I look fit, but no packs.. lol.. But these decisions that I made, I just commit them all to God, I just know that He'll help me true and prepare for me what I need as I continue to abide in Him.. and I'm just praying that they'll be positive results and I'll be able to extend my potential to be fruitful to the max.. these books really helps! Haha.. Well its titled "Be all that you can be" by John C. Maxwell.. and also for those who are in leadership field, theres a book I got from the same author which is "Leadership 101".. It really helps.. and I should've bought it from the beginning.. Haha.. What a waste..

Well guys.. I'll end it here.. I need your prayers! Laos needs your prayers! Thanks guys.. I really hope to meet you guys again!