My Healer!

Yeah! Just 2 more days to go! Kuala Lumpur here I come! =D God is awesome!

Now theres this awesome song that I listened to for quite a long time.. It is titled "Healer", written by Mike Gullielmucci from PlanetShakers!

But as I was browsing through the videos in Youtube, I watched the video of his song and he was reading a
scripture from Isaiah 53:5:

But He was wounded for our transgressions,
He was bruised for our iniquities;
The chastisement for our peace was upon Him,
And by His stripes we are healed!

This is awesome scripture! and I noticed that he was reading it for a reason, and I could see something like a plastic tube that goes around below his nose like the ones which patients use in hospitals!

Not until later when I found out that he has a serious cancer problem! And there he was playing the guitar and singing the song healer! Now thats really something! And so many people are touched and impacted because he chose to STAND for what he believe God can do!

Then today something happened to me pulak.. XP Remember that thyroid issue I told you guys about? lol! Well today, I discovered I'm losing alot of hair just by stroking over my head with my hand.. XP

Then I had this conversation with God which goes something like this:

"*moves hand around head* *looks at hand* Wahh!... Lord, I'm losing hair! Must be that thyroid again! Nevermind, I'll be the next Ps. Russell Evans! Hahaha! *hmmm* thyroid... *ponders*"

"Ben, am I who you say I am?"

"*Amazed! XP* Yes Lord.. You're my healer!"

God knows everything! And in my prayers, I always praise God as my healer and I would sing that song to Him.. And thats why He said that! haha! God is amazing! And in the song it goes:

You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease
I trust in You
I trust in You
I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need

All I got to do is trust Him! =) He's my Healer!

6 days to go, right on!

6 days to go till back at Malaysia! Extremely excited! XP Really looking forward to this trip! The bank dept however, well, I wasn't updated about the situation..

But my parents really look happy when we're out shopping at Thailand today! And to that, the praise goes out to God! =D I know that it'll only get better and better with this awesome God I serve! =D

Well, as I mentioned, God will provide and not only that, He lavish His blessings so abuntdantly that it overflows! =D God is always on time! Praise You Lord!

Welllll... as I've mentioned earlier, today I went on a trip to Thailand with my family! It wasn't actually a plan-a-day-before trip.. It was more like a last minute idea to go there to have dinner.. XP Quite weird but hey.. Laos gets pretty dull.. Ahahaha!

So we stopped to get our food supplies and went to a restaurant called MK to have our dinner.. The duck there is absolutely brilliant! XP Haven't had such nice duck since in KL.. haha! Ahh.. The taste of home.. LOL

Seriously excited to get back home! =D

But this restaurant has this unique twist in their service, aside their really friendly welcoming service-with-a-smile style(which Laos has no idea of! =.="..) they have this weird routine when the clock strikes around err.. 6? they all will stand in their positions and they will do this aerobic dance! lol! I don't know what they're trying to promote lar.. probably good health? XP

But while they were dancing and as I was chowing down my duck suddenly they start clapping with this clackers one! lol!
Ahh! My ears! XP

Beware Laos! The spirit of God is gonna change this nation in such a way! CF is on the way! Prepare for an impact! =D

The moment in life when you go "Woahh.."

Lord, when I'm weak, You are strong.. You are all that I long for.. I need You~

This is not gonna be an emo post, heck, come to think of it, I've never posted emo posts before.. Rather, this would be a soon-to-be-testimony of how God would use this opportunity to show that indeed He is the God of hope and God of all! To show that God will provide a way even in the hardest situations!

Alright, so this is what happened.. Today is only 9 days away from us going back to KL..

Then when I thought that we're all gonna go to KL with no troubles and worries.. Something came up...

My dad walks in and told us something that made me go speechless..

He seemed troubled and he was sighing, putting his hand on his head.. And that wasn't good news at all.. He then asked us to pray for our family, saying that something happened..

The news is that we have to come up with not 1 but 20 000 US dollars by 15th this month to pay off ALL that my parents had loaned for their work project here in Laos..

Now when I heard that, I went "WHAT?!".. Thats like the biggest dept we've ever fallen into! 20000 US dollars!! thats like around 70000 Malaysian Ringgit! My dad was sighing and was saying how are we gonna get that much money in 1 week?!

And especially so close on when I could be in KL again! I sat there, speechless, and this still small whisper of God just went "Who do you trust? Who do you trust, Ben?" And I just tell God "You Lord, I trust in You! I trust in You!"

I'm not going through this alone! Jesus is with me! He is the God of hope and He will and shall provide for us! I just know it and I just believe He will! He will make a miracle happen! Nothing is impossible for my God! He will carry us through this storm! I'm gonna fly like a soaring eagle I am, straight through this storm with God by my side and I'm not gonna be blown away! I'm gonna succeed with God by my side!! I KNOW I WON'T FAIL!! GOD IS WITH ME!!

He will bring me through this storm.. I know, He will be there with me!

And you guys are my witness here.. you guys are gonna see a miracle happen soon and will know that God indeed is GOOD! I'm surrendering everything to His hands right now!

I would appreciate very much also if you would pray for my family and I too... Together lets witness just how great and awesome our God is!

I will be still, Lord... I'll be still... [Psalm 46:10]

Got Jesus?

Woohoo! In 10 days I'll be in KL!

First stop: mamak stall! XP

Haha! no lar..

I give You praise O God for all the things You've done in me! =D

All glory be to Your name! You rise me up like a soaring eagle!

10 more days!

Healings, blessings & miracles! My G-O-D is B-I-G!

Hey people! Today, I simply need to tell you of what just happened! XP Well before that, I want to introduce you to an online podcast! Its called the planetboom podcast and the audio sermons there are really awesome! be sure to check it out!

Right, back to this morning, I woke up today, and as usual, I would go into devotion.. Usually at this time of the week, and many of you believers could testify this, that we would feel worn out at the end of the week, and we have the need of spiritual restoration!

Today, as I was walking around my room.. there was this small cockroach crawling on the floor before I took a tissue box and smash it.. =P


And suddenly I have this pain on my foot.. And I was wondering whether it came because I smashed the cockroach.. lol! So I sit down at the side of my bed, talking to God, asking that question.. haha!

And at the same time, I prayed for healing on the foot and confess and repent and cast out the devil who might try to disturb my time with God, and I sit there talking just about the little cockroach..

A pest as it is, I realized that God don't create pests.. and everything that He created is for a reason! And if I didn't have that pain, I wouldn't have realized that and talk to God about it before.. XP

Awhile later, to resume devotion, as I stood up, I realized that I was completely healed! my foot no longer has that pain again and I began jumping all around the room and praising God! lol!

And if you think thats it for today, think again! Ahaha!

I was using the computer just awhile ago and listening to the podcast when my mum suddenly asked me to check the cheapest booking price for airasia this month to Malaysia and asked me to call her once I found the cheapest! Because she was on her way to book it! XD

I found a date, and its either gonna be on the 10th or 17th of July 2008!

Praise Him!

God does answer persistent prayers! And indeed He is the God of hope!


Psalm 23:4
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
For You are with me, O Lord,
Your rod and Your staff,
They comfort me.

What do you want in your life today?

Hey guys! Well, as you might've guessed or seen in the chatterbox on the right.. Yes, I still have absolutely no idea when I'm going to Malaysia with the exception that its in July.. XP

I might however find out in a couple of days.. But things here aren't really going well.. My parents are practically running over the place because of the work they're occupied with..

But like I said again, my God here is the God of all possibilities and the God of hope! He will provide! He will be there... He will be there.. And He knows whats best!

The only thing that I know for sure, is that I don't have to worry anymore because I can trust and place everything in God's hands and I know that He will be with me through every single step...

What more can I want? What more do I.. Need? =D

All things cannot compare to this outstanding God that I serve! =D

Praise You Lord!

Now the question is, what do you want in your life today?

Threatened to do a tag.. XP

Kok Fei threatened me to do this useless tag.. XP

The rules...



a. put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.

b. for each question, press the next button to get your answer.

c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

d. put any comments in brackets after the song name.

e. put this on your blog.




1. if someone says, "is this okay?"
He reigns-Newboys
(is this ok as in what sense? =.=")

2. how would you describe yourself?
Its a new day-Hillsong London
(ahaha.. I agree.. XP)

3. what do you like in a guy/girl?
How great is our God-Hillsong United
(Hahaha... explains it all dude..)

4. how do you feel today?
Closer to You-PlanetShakers
(Yeah! Closer to Him! Praise God! haha..)

5. what is your life’s purpose?
Overwhelmed-Hillsongs
(Yeah! To be overwhelmed by God's spirit and go out into the nations! =D)

6. what is your motto?
Here I Am-Planetshakers
(woohoo! XP)

7. what do your friends think of you?
To know your name-Hillsong United
(haha.. figure it out.. XP)

8. what do you think of your parents?
I simply live for You-Hillsong
(yerr.. this song not to be sung to them! XP)

9. what do you think about very often?
Not Ashamed- Planetshakers
(Haha.. not all the time.. XP)

10. what is 2+2?
Holy is the Lord-Chris Tomlin
(Yeahhh... I'm loving this.. lol! God conquers maths! XP)

11. what do you think of your best friend?
Mourning into dancing-Hillsong
(haha! yeah! He turns my mourning into dancing! haha.. Praise Adonai(Lord)!)

12. what do you think of the person you like?
The power of Your love- Rebecca St. James
(Lol... yerrr... no one lar.. haha!)

13. what is your life?
Perfect Love-Hillsong United
(haha! yeah.. perfectly love by a perfect God!)

14. what do you want to be when you grow up?
Take it all-Hillsong United
(All in His hands.. XP)

15. what do you think of when you see the person you like?
Solution-Hillsong United
(har? XP so not true wei.. haha)

16. what will you dance to at your wedding?
Angels cry holy-Planetshakers
(haha! praise God!)

17. what will they play at your funeral?
You're the lion of Judah-Hillsongs
(haha! Praise God I'm going back into His arms! haha!)

18. what is your hobby/interest?
The time has come(intro)-Hillsong
(err... which means instrumental I think? haha)

19. what is your biggest fear?
Track 7(Calvary)-Planetshakers
(haha! In a sense I do fear God, but not the feeling sense of fear, fear as in respect.. )

20. what is your biggest secret?
The way-PlanetShakers
(Haha! no.. XP)

21. what do you think of your friends?
Lord of all-Hillsong United
(No I dun think they're lords.. lol.. but they're awesome.. haha.. =))

22. what will you post this as?
All things are possible-Hillsong
(Ahahaha.. enjoying this Kok Fei? XP)

Errr.. I refuse to tag anyone!!! lol! I now break the chain! lol! well except for Jo.. you are tagged Jo.. XP