A new creation! =D

Blogging twice again! XP Haha! I just got inspired after I've been reading through the old testimonials that I got from my friends in friendster..

I would say so many things have changed and I lost some of the contacts that were really close to me.. haha.. Which is quite sad..

But as I was reading Jo's testimonial for me, I was laughing and laughing and I just thank God and admire Him for the awesome things He has done in my life.. =D Thank You Jesus! =D

This was the testimonial Jo sent to me:

Uh... I might as well just post a testimonial before you start bugging me for one... xP

Ok... here goes...

- Gave me a heart attack with his excuse for not coming to v-party last year(2005)

- Used to be the quietest guy in Form 1 but now...=.=

- My GB pal (and punching bag... heheh)
- A guy who will go all out to do something... even if he's doing it wrong...=S

- The guy who owes me McDs
- The guy who forgot my name when he was writing credits in his blog ><

- A sad guy who only can play computer on weekends
- The only person who got a regular scolding from me last year... xP

- A guy who spells calligraphy as kaligrafi
- A die-hard Planetshakers fan

- A person who got 9 people saved and didn't do follow-up except for only one of them

- A person who will laugh at practically anything

- A person who takes things literally (eg. "You need a date for v-party" "Wah... serious ar?" *Finds a date*) =P


Haha! And there were tons of hilarious testimonials deep deep in the archives.. haha! Some others are really meaningful and I still couldn't believe I received that.. XP

But back to the story of Jo Ng's testimonial.. haha! Comparing with the past and now, Jo Ng's my best buddy and heck, we go through pits of flames together.. lol!

The Bible really tells this like no other!

2 Corinthians 5:17: Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!

Amen! XP

More pics from Laos!

Here are the pics as I've said.. haha!

[FBI warning: some images might be too uncivilized for the people to watch, be aware, parental guidance advised! XP]

An afternoon cloudy sky in Laos..

Welcome to my house.. well this is basically what you see when you step in.. XP

See that thing on the window? Thats a tarantula.. O_O"! Hate IT!

The road outside my house..

My house from the outside.. haha..

The gym nextdoor that always plays the same music over and over again.. =.="..

See that cool silver car? Its going to be mine soon when I study in KL.. Muahaha! XP

My backyard.. haha.. No thats not my bike.. XP

Total Thursday!

Ahh.. The morning rainy breeze that rarely comes these days.. Got to enjoy it for a few moment this morning, I bet it won't last pretty long.. XP

Anyway, heres some pics for you guys to show abit of Laos!

You guys might be wondering whats the red thing on the ground.. Me too.. XP till one day I saw this tarantula right outside trying to get in and I got the revelation of its purpose.. XP

This is the outside of my room, very kampung style right? XP

And for the main event: Fried Ant's Eggs! Yeah! For real! Wasn't joking at all! XP but they got the spelling wrong lar.. XP

Makeover time!

Hey guys! Just want to introduce this interesting tv show that really got me hooked to during my stay in KL! Haha! Its simply awesome!

Its on the AFC channel on Astro and its about these restaurants who are not making a good business and who's place are in need of renovation and a change. So they hire the "restaurant makeovers" to shape the place up! and its alot of money! like 15k dollars the last I watched..

Here's a video on one of the episodes!

Oh and be on the look out for this guy:

Robin De Groot! Haha! Finally found the guy with the laughter Joe(Cheah)!

This guy is really funny! Be sure to check out for any episodes with him as the makeover designer! Haha! His signature laughter seriously makes me, my brother and dad laugh our socks off! =P

A purpose driven life! =D

Blogging twice today! lol! I'm just really happy about something that just happened! XP

Well, today, I went to Church, it wasn't easy though because my whole family went out and I stayed at home because there was gonna be a conference meeting back home see..

So I have no choice but to call my cousin to see if she could fetch me to Church.. I was really nervous.. haha! And I was just telling God, "Lord, let there be a way for me to go to Church..".

But I was nervous because I have to ask in Lao and she stay really far away and I'm not really that close to her.. haha.. Me and my cousins, we just don't mix well as we grow up.. XP And she's a buddhist, which makes it more awkward asking her "Can you fetch me to Church?" But what the heck, I need to go to Church and I just need Church!

But Praise God she agreed to fetch me without even hesitating, well its either she's too bored or she honestly want to help me out.. haha!

I prepared, took the only money I have in my wallet and put it in my Bible for the offering.. And that was a big note.. lol.. Its like I would have to survive my whole summer vacation on it.. XP But I remembered what God had done for me when I was in Malaysia.. The countless times He provided for me.. =D And I said, "Lord, this is just to show how much I thank you for all the times you provided for me". And left..

At Church, surprisingly there were so little people.. I saw this lady sitting all alone and she looks like Malaysian or Singaporean so I went to talk to her.. I just feel the Holy Spirit urging me to.. haha! And thats what we always do in HSG right guys? haha!

So as I went up there and sit next to her, I found out she was from Seoul, Korea.. lol! And she even thought that I was working in Laos.. XP till I told her I'm just in high school! LOL.. Ok, it could either be a bad thing or a good thing.. Bad, because I look old.. XP Good because it shows how mature I am.. CHEH.. =P

After the service, I went down and there were food on the table.. Every end of the month they would bring food to share and its awesome.. Well, not as awesome as Malaysian food but oh well.. Free is good.. XP

And I realized this box with alot of stuffs and I read the side and it says "to give away" so its free! XP I looked inside and there were so many tapes! Then my attention was drawn to this book which looks familiar, this awesome book that I've wanted for so long but couldn't get it! I remember at Malaysia, I wanted to buy it with Vic in MPH, but I put it back on the shelf knowing that I just don't have enough for later on.. This book was...

THE PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE!!!

Woohooo!!!!! No my life is not miserable, excuse you! =P

I finally got my hands on it! And the best part of it was its still intact and there were no notes scribbled on it! And it even comes with a bookmark! Well.. the pic on the bookmark looks like a mosque but oh well.. Its free! LOL.. And there was this squashed crisped mosquito on the back of the front cover but WELL, ITS FREE! LOL

PRAISE GOD! Its so true when Ps. Chris Long said those who desire for God, those who seek Him are blessed! As in going to Church! Woo!!! Praise God!!

Forever and a day!

Yes, I'm still homesick.. lol! You can see it all over msn, facebook and my blog.. XP

I've just recently watched the final session of MAD camp and Ps. Marika preaching and also those young awesome youths stepping out and giving their testimonies.. I was really amazed and touched by just how much God can do in their lives!

Words just couldn't express how thankful I am to God to be brought up in SE and how I'm so wonderfully blessed by those leaders! They are awesome!

But today, I just realized just how serious the condition of my thyroid is getting, actually I also don't know if it has anything to do with that or not.. lol

I was just going to the toilet to do my daily nature calling when I noticed a few strains of hair on the ground.. and it was numerous! not 2, not 3, but like 10? Lol!

Last time it would only be a few.. right now, it would be alot whenever I just move my hand over my head! So I pick up those hairs, no not to put them back on my head.. lol! Actually I'm really afraid of being bald.. haha! Or having this big bald spot on my head and hair that grows only at the sides.. XP the next Ps. Russell Evans! lol!

But nothing is ever impossible for God and it shall be that way till the day I die! I know God has great plans for me and not plans to humiliate me or whatever.. I'm going to trust on God! =D

Picturess on the trip! haha!

Forgotten to upload the pics! haha! and the post is right below! =D

My last sight of Malaysia outside.. T-T

This tastes awesome! haha! at Italiannies!

The awesome food at Italiannies! XP

Messing around at the restaurant! hahaha! Jo missed it, but hey, next time Jo Ng has got to come! haha!

This is totally spectacular! hahah!

The awesome toilet in KL! hahahaha!

I was staying at the mines for the two last days of my stay.. haha! awesome place!

Savouring my last nasi lemak meal at the airport.. T-T

6am in the morning heading the the airport.. *sniff sniff*

At the airport going back... GAHH! =.="..

Ahh.. Home sweet home... *sniff sniff* XP

My two-toned arm after food fair! haha! Cool man! XP

Gotcha Jo! XP

Joseph Cheah in all his coolness.. haha!

Outing to watch the Dark Knight! haha.. awesome fun!

My awesome trip back to Malaysia!

My trip back to Malaysia was spectacular! =D Really enjoyed it alot! Its been almost two years already since my last youth and sunday service! And I had a chance to attend sunday service! haha! woohoo! XP It was awesome!

Well lets start off with my first day! =P

I was really excited!! Couldn't sleep much the night before! haha! Don't know why but I think its because of the trip! haha! I was really that excited! The next day, I felt all egoistic.. lol! Like many Malaysians would be to go back home! XP Bye bye Laos and hello Tanah Airku! =P

While waiting for the plane I was all hyped up! Especially when we landed! It felt sooooo good to be back home that I wanted to really kiss the ground! LOL! No kidding! I really miss it! XP Then that night, I was afraid and concerned that I wouldn't be able to go out much and that my parents might stop me from going to Church.. but I prayed and I did my devotion..

On Friday, I went out with the Saujana CF commitee.. haha! they were awesome! really great to get to see them again! They all look so different and it just makes me wanna cry tears of joy when I saw them.. CHEH! lol! Sam took us to this awesome place called Italiannies! Man, it is by far the best restaurant I've ever been to! XP but I also got a small allergic reaction because of the mussels.. XP But it tastes awesome!

Then later in the day, we watched Journey to the Centre of the Earth! It was not bad overall actually! haha! Should've went for the 3D! haha! but later, Jason came by and we went to Church! It was so great to see Soaring Eagles again! =D And we helped out all night.. It feels great to serve again! Akakaka!

The next day was Food Fair! Came at 9am and went straight to help out! XP Really wanted to do something! =P haha! Then I met Ps. Deborah and the other youths! It was fantastic!! =D I helped out in the children's bouncy slide and it was so hot! Sun, Jasmine and Ron are awesome! haha! They've been there for like the whole day under the sun!

At the end of the day, I got sunburnt and my toes were numb! XP But it was great! It was really cloudy and about to rain anytime but God answered our prayers and once again He provided for us! =D and the clouds were casted away! and rain on the other houses.. LOL no lar.. XP

That night I continue to pray and hoping that I'll be able to go to Church the following morning! And guess what happened? Once again, God made a way! And not only did I myself went but my brother and dad came along too! And they both accepted Christ into their hearts once more! Praise the Lord!! =D God is awesome!! Amen?!

That morning I worshipped God and sang like no one's business! =P I needed to.. Especially when I'm going back to Laos again.. XP God is all that I've ever needed and this week, He provided for so many occasions in my life!! While I was worshipping and lifting my hands towards Him, at that moment, I had this pain on my right arm and I can't lift my arm high and then while my left hand is still lifted up to God, I heard Him say to me "Lift your right hand and it will be healed".. And I obeyed and the next thing I know, it was completely HEALED!!

And before I went back to Malaysia, I had not much money! Only this Lao note that can be exhanged for 20 ringgit! But I prayed and I uphold it in prayer.. And guess what, even till now, I still have the money with me without being exhanged! =D Praise God! And I even have an extra 10 ringgit in my walet!! Thats just how God has been so good to me! I shall boast of His grace! =D

And thanks a million to Sun, Janet, Audrey and Ps. Reuben for paying for the things I needed! hahaha! Sun paid for my MAD camp dvd, Janet and Audrey gave me so many coupons for the food fair! Haha! And Ps. Reuben paid for lunch at Esquire Kitchen! XP I learnt alot and it was great going out with my coach/youth pastor for coaching! haha! I'm blessed with such wonderful people! =D Praise God!

Now, about that miracle I told you guys about? Now do you believe me? XP Wahaha! God is SO AWESOME!! Instead of grieving over the dept we had a blast in KL! =D God always provides and I just can't stop thanking Him!!! WOOHOO!! =D

And also I got to watch The Dark Knight! Haha! Twice! One with the cabinet members and another time with my dad! It is totally a really good movie with an awesome storyline man! But its sooooo intense! XP really "dark" indeed.. XP not gonna spoil the movie but if you're scared of clowns, dun watch!! Clear warning given.. XP

This trip to KL made me learn so much! God helped me to be more patient and to trust in Him and there are a few things He used to do so.. Like taxi in the middle of the night and to slowly walk up the monorail stairs while the train was about to leave.. XP haha! But those things I believe really count! haha! awesome!

And well, skipping a few days.. XP today, I came back to Laos... "Nooooooooooooooooo!...." Oops sorry.. XP it was so hard for me to leave! Was hoping the plane would delay for a week or month but aww shucks! XP haha!

Well guys, thats my trip! hehe! And it was all in God's hands all the way! PRAISE HIM!! =D

My Healer!

Yeah! Just 2 more days to go! Kuala Lumpur here I come! =D God is awesome!

Now theres this awesome song that I listened to for quite a long time.. It is titled "Healer", written by Mike Gullielmucci from PlanetShakers!

But as I was browsing through the videos in Youtube, I watched the video of his song and he was reading a
scripture from Isaiah 53:5:

But He was wounded for our transgressions,
He was bruised for our iniquities;
The chastisement for our peace was upon Him,
And by His stripes we are healed!

This is awesome scripture! and I noticed that he was reading it for a reason, and I could see something like a plastic tube that goes around below his nose like the ones which patients use in hospitals!

Not until later when I found out that he has a serious cancer problem! And there he was playing the guitar and singing the song healer! Now thats really something! And so many people are touched and impacted because he chose to STAND for what he believe God can do!

Then today something happened to me pulak.. XP Remember that thyroid issue I told you guys about? lol! Well today, I discovered I'm losing alot of hair just by stroking over my head with my hand.. XP

Then I had this conversation with God which goes something like this:

"*moves hand around head* *looks at hand* Wahh!... Lord, I'm losing hair! Must be that thyroid again! Nevermind, I'll be the next Ps. Russell Evans! Hahaha! *hmmm* thyroid... *ponders*"

"Ben, am I who you say I am?"

"*Amazed! XP* Yes Lord.. You're my healer!"

God knows everything! And in my prayers, I always praise God as my healer and I would sing that song to Him.. And thats why He said that! haha! God is amazing! And in the song it goes:

You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease
I trust in You
I trust in You
I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need

All I got to do is trust Him! =) He's my Healer!

6 days to go, right on!

6 days to go till back at Malaysia! Extremely excited! XP Really looking forward to this trip! The bank dept however, well, I wasn't updated about the situation..

But my parents really look happy when we're out shopping at Thailand today! And to that, the praise goes out to God! =D I know that it'll only get better and better with this awesome God I serve! =D

Well, as I mentioned, God will provide and not only that, He lavish His blessings so abuntdantly that it overflows! =D God is always on time! Praise You Lord!

Welllll... as I've mentioned earlier, today I went on a trip to Thailand with my family! It wasn't actually a plan-a-day-before trip.. It was more like a last minute idea to go there to have dinner.. XP Quite weird but hey.. Laos gets pretty dull.. Ahahaha!

So we stopped to get our food supplies and went to a restaurant called MK to have our dinner.. The duck there is absolutely brilliant! XP Haven't had such nice duck since in KL.. haha! Ahh.. The taste of home.. LOL

Seriously excited to get back home! =D

But this restaurant has this unique twist in their service, aside their really friendly welcoming service-with-a-smile style(which Laos has no idea of! =.="..) they have this weird routine when the clock strikes around err.. 6? they all will stand in their positions and they will do this aerobic dance! lol! I don't know what they're trying to promote lar.. probably good health? XP

But while they were dancing and as I was chowing down my duck suddenly they start clapping with this clackers one! lol!
Ahh! My ears! XP

Beware Laos! The spirit of God is gonna change this nation in such a way! CF is on the way! Prepare for an impact! =D

The moment in life when you go "Woahh.."

Lord, when I'm weak, You are strong.. You are all that I long for.. I need You~

This is not gonna be an emo post, heck, come to think of it, I've never posted emo posts before.. Rather, this would be a soon-to-be-testimony of how God would use this opportunity to show that indeed He is the God of hope and God of all! To show that God will provide a way even in the hardest situations!

Alright, so this is what happened.. Today is only 9 days away from us going back to KL..

Then when I thought that we're all gonna go to KL with no troubles and worries.. Something came up...

My dad walks in and told us something that made me go speechless..

He seemed troubled and he was sighing, putting his hand on his head.. And that wasn't good news at all.. He then asked us to pray for our family, saying that something happened..

The news is that we have to come up with not 1 but 20 000 US dollars by 15th this month to pay off ALL that my parents had loaned for their work project here in Laos..

Now when I heard that, I went "WHAT?!".. Thats like the biggest dept we've ever fallen into! 20000 US dollars!! thats like around 70000 Malaysian Ringgit! My dad was sighing and was saying how are we gonna get that much money in 1 week?!

And especially so close on when I could be in KL again! I sat there, speechless, and this still small whisper of God just went "Who do you trust? Who do you trust, Ben?" And I just tell God "You Lord, I trust in You! I trust in You!"

I'm not going through this alone! Jesus is with me! He is the God of hope and He will and shall provide for us! I just know it and I just believe He will! He will make a miracle happen! Nothing is impossible for my God! He will carry us through this storm! I'm gonna fly like a soaring eagle I am, straight through this storm with God by my side and I'm not gonna be blown away! I'm gonna succeed with God by my side!! I KNOW I WON'T FAIL!! GOD IS WITH ME!!

He will bring me through this storm.. I know, He will be there with me!

And you guys are my witness here.. you guys are gonna see a miracle happen soon and will know that God indeed is GOOD! I'm surrendering everything to His hands right now!

I would appreciate very much also if you would pray for my family and I too... Together lets witness just how great and awesome our God is!

I will be still, Lord... I'll be still... [Psalm 46:10]

Got Jesus?

Woohoo! In 10 days I'll be in KL!

First stop: mamak stall! XP

Haha! no lar..

I give You praise O God for all the things You've done in me! =D

All glory be to Your name! You rise me up like a soaring eagle!

10 more days!

Healings, blessings & miracles! My G-O-D is B-I-G!

Hey people! Today, I simply need to tell you of what just happened! XP Well before that, I want to introduce you to an online podcast! Its called the planetboom podcast and the audio sermons there are really awesome! be sure to check it out!

Right, back to this morning, I woke up today, and as usual, I would go into devotion.. Usually at this time of the week, and many of you believers could testify this, that we would feel worn out at the end of the week, and we have the need of spiritual restoration!

Today, as I was walking around my room.. there was this small cockroach crawling on the floor before I took a tissue box and smash it.. =P


And suddenly I have this pain on my foot.. And I was wondering whether it came because I smashed the cockroach.. lol! So I sit down at the side of my bed, talking to God, asking that question.. haha!

And at the same time, I prayed for healing on the foot and confess and repent and cast out the devil who might try to disturb my time with God, and I sit there talking just about the little cockroach..

A pest as it is, I realized that God don't create pests.. and everything that He created is for a reason! And if I didn't have that pain, I wouldn't have realized that and talk to God about it before.. XP

Awhile later, to resume devotion, as I stood up, I realized that I was completely healed! my foot no longer has that pain again and I began jumping all around the room and praising God! lol!

And if you think thats it for today, think again! Ahaha!

I was using the computer just awhile ago and listening to the podcast when my mum suddenly asked me to check the cheapest booking price for airasia this month to Malaysia and asked me to call her once I found the cheapest! Because she was on her way to book it! XD

I found a date, and its either gonna be on the 10th or 17th of July 2008!

Praise Him!

God does answer persistent prayers! And indeed He is the God of hope!


Psalm 23:4
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
For You are with me, O Lord,
Your rod and Your staff,
They comfort me.

What do you want in your life today?

Hey guys! Well, as you might've guessed or seen in the chatterbox on the right.. Yes, I still have absolutely no idea when I'm going to Malaysia with the exception that its in July.. XP

I might however find out in a couple of days.. But things here aren't really going well.. My parents are practically running over the place because of the work they're occupied with..

But like I said again, my God here is the God of all possibilities and the God of hope! He will provide! He will be there... He will be there.. And He knows whats best!

The only thing that I know for sure, is that I don't have to worry anymore because I can trust and place everything in God's hands and I know that He will be with me through every single step...

What more can I want? What more do I.. Need? =D

All things cannot compare to this outstanding God that I serve! =D

Praise You Lord!

Now the question is, what do you want in your life today?

Threatened to do a tag.. XP

Kok Fei threatened me to do this useless tag.. XP

The rules...



a. put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.

b. for each question, press the next button to get your answer.

c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

d. put any comments in brackets after the song name.

e. put this on your blog.




1. if someone says, "is this okay?"
He reigns-Newboys
(is this ok as in what sense? =.=")

2. how would you describe yourself?
Its a new day-Hillsong London
(ahaha.. I agree.. XP)

3. what do you like in a guy/girl?
How great is our God-Hillsong United
(Hahaha... explains it all dude..)

4. how do you feel today?
Closer to You-PlanetShakers
(Yeah! Closer to Him! Praise God! haha..)

5. what is your life’s purpose?
Overwhelmed-Hillsongs
(Yeah! To be overwhelmed by God's spirit and go out into the nations! =D)

6. what is your motto?
Here I Am-Planetshakers
(woohoo! XP)

7. what do your friends think of you?
To know your name-Hillsong United
(haha.. figure it out.. XP)

8. what do you think of your parents?
I simply live for You-Hillsong
(yerr.. this song not to be sung to them! XP)

9. what do you think about very often?
Not Ashamed- Planetshakers
(Haha.. not all the time.. XP)

10. what is 2+2?
Holy is the Lord-Chris Tomlin
(Yeahhh... I'm loving this.. lol! God conquers maths! XP)

11. what do you think of your best friend?
Mourning into dancing-Hillsong
(haha! yeah! He turns my mourning into dancing! haha.. Praise Adonai(Lord)!)

12. what do you think of the person you like?
The power of Your love- Rebecca St. James
(Lol... yerrr... no one lar.. haha!)

13. what is your life?
Perfect Love-Hillsong United
(haha! yeah.. perfectly love by a perfect God!)

14. what do you want to be when you grow up?
Take it all-Hillsong United
(All in His hands.. XP)

15. what do you think of when you see the person you like?
Solution-Hillsong United
(har? XP so not true wei.. haha)

16. what will you dance to at your wedding?
Angels cry holy-Planetshakers
(haha! praise God!)

17. what will they play at your funeral?
You're the lion of Judah-Hillsongs
(haha! Praise God I'm going back into His arms! haha!)

18. what is your hobby/interest?
The time has come(intro)-Hillsong
(err... which means instrumental I think? haha)

19. what is your biggest fear?
Track 7(Calvary)-Planetshakers
(haha! In a sense I do fear God, but not the feeling sense of fear, fear as in respect.. )

20. what is your biggest secret?
The way-PlanetShakers
(Haha! no.. XP)

21. what do you think of your friends?
Lord of all-Hillsong United
(No I dun think they're lords.. lol.. but they're awesome.. haha.. =))

22. what will you post this as?
All things are possible-Hillsong
(Ahahaha.. enjoying this Kok Fei? XP)

Errr.. I refuse to tag anyone!!! lol! I now break the chain! lol! well except for Jo.. you are tagged Jo.. XP